Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4RysJspGE4 Starts at: 02:28:49 (jump to 02:28:49)
Scotty A.P. — Live Music Performance ‘Grow’
[02:28:49] Shoutouts to Scotty AP. Give it up for him, y’all. [02:28:55] What is the paper, Michael? [02:28:57] Oh, I got it in my head. [02:28:59] Alright. I trust you. [02:29:02] I know the next person. Oh. [02:29:03] It’s right here. [02:29:04] I know the next person anyway. [02:29:10] Coming to the stage. [02:29:11] Give it up for damn [02:29:13] Dayma. Give it up for [02:29:15] Damaya. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. Damn [02:29:19] Damaya. Give it up for her, y’all. [02:29:25] Hi, y’all. [02:29:27] Hi. [02:29:29] So I deal with depression and anxiety [02:29:31] and possibly [02:29:33] other things. I’m pretty sure [02:29:35] it’s a lot going on. [02:29:37] So right now, I’m actually [02:29:39] dealing with some grief. [02:29:42] Yesterday, while I was at [02:29:43] work, my grandfather [02:29:45] actually passed away. [02:29:47] So right now, I’m kind of going through this little manic episode. [02:29:49] It’s actually really fun. I actually had braids yesterday. [02:29:52] And as you can see, the braids are all gone. [02:29:54] So yeah. [02:29:55] My depression song that I actually [02:29:58] wrote a couple of months [02:30:00] ago when I was dealing [02:30:02] with some other grieving. [02:30:04] So yeah. [02:30:05] I promise you guys I’m much more funnier. [02:30:10] Alright. We can start. [02:30:23] I think about [02:30:25] moments. [02:30:25] And I try to get away [02:30:28] And I try to stay out of the depression [02:30:30] Think about everything I say [02:30:33] And I try to get away [02:30:34] So I start running from the darkness into heaven [02:30:37] I’m trying to rest again [02:30:39] But it keeps knocking down on me [02:30:41] I was once a man [02:30:43] Then it came and cut off me [02:30:44] It’ll never, never, never [02:30:46] Let me be so free [02:30:48] Took all of my hopes and took all of my fucking dreams [02:30:51] I can’t breathe [02:30:54] I can’t breathe [02:30:55] Missing me [02:30:57] Making me feel like I have to sleep [02:31:00] Can’t have no sleep [02:31:01] Cold nights by myself just trying to be [02:31:03] What I feel about me [02:31:04] I can see the future in front of me [02:31:06] No more [02:31:07] It knocks me in [02:31:10] It hits me up [02:31:12] It pulls me in [02:31:14] The darkness is, the darkness is [02:31:16] My only friend [02:31:17] It’s killing me [02:31:19] Don’t let me be [02:31:20] Anxiety controlling [02:31:22] Won’t you let me be [02:31:23] Now pull it out, now pull it out [02:31:25] Now pull it out [02:31:27] Now let me out, now let me out, now let me out [02:31:30] Now pull it out, now pull it out, now pull it out [02:31:33] Now let me out, now let me out, now let me out [02:31:36] It hits me up [02:31:38] It knocks me in [02:31:39] The darkness is, the darkness is [02:31:42] My only friend [02:31:43] It’s killing me [02:31:45] Won’t let me be [02:31:46] Anxiety controlling me [02:31:49] Do you hear me? [02:31:53] Do you hear me? [02:31:55] Do you hear me now? [02:32:01] Do you hear me? [02:32:08] Do you hear me now? [02:32:18] Um, I still have some minutes. [02:32:21] Uh, do you have any songs from what I did before? [02:32:25] Ta. [02:32:29] Ako. [02:32:31] Ako. [02:32:33] Um, um, um. [02:32:37] Oh, okay. [02:32:40] Okay. [02:32:41] Can I take my phone? [02:32:41] Well, can somebody take a video then? [02:32:44] For me, thanks. [02:32:46] Alright. [02:32:47] Oh, yeah, it is. [02:32:48] But, like, you know, I saw a whole bunch of screen recording. [02:32:50] Uh, okay, okay. [02:32:52] I just [02:32:55] I just wrote one at like [02:32:58] 6am with like [02:33:00] some also some manic tendencies [02:33:02] It’s really fun [02:33:04] I’m sorry y’all [02:33:09] I’m gonna be quick [02:33:10] You [02:33:11] Oh god [02:33:12] Jesus no [02:33:14] I’m trying to hurry up before my time right now [02:33:17] I’ll be quick [02:33:17] I promise you this never happens [02:33:21] So how’s everybody’s day going? [02:33:23] Say it all at one time [02:33:24] Oh my god guys [02:33:29] I’ve cried so much [02:33:30] Okay [02:33:31] Begging on my knees [02:33:34] Wondering why you don’t [02:33:38] Ever just want me [02:33:40] Why you gotta play these games [02:33:43] Why you not issue [02:33:45] Do you need tissue [02:33:48] Figure out what you need [02:33:51] Before you bring me pain [02:33:55] My heart shatters to pieces [02:33:59] When you treat me like shit [02:34:05] I just want to love you [02:34:10] Baby I, baby I [02:34:14] Will continue to try [02:34:17] But I’m not gonna stay [02:34:20] Here with you [02:34:21] Baby I, baby I [02:34:21] If you keep on acting this way [02:34:23] Oh baby [02:34:26] I will continue to try [02:34:30] But I’m not gonna stay [02:34:33] If you keep on acting this way [02:34:36] I would just like to say [02:34:40] I did a fucking great [02:34:41] Wait, y’all don’t like what I said [02:34:42] I’ve been doing horrible [02:34:44] Okay, thank you [02:34:45] Okay [02:34:46] Thank you [02:34:49] Thank you all for this [02:34:50] Thank you [02:34:51] Hey, give it up for Damar one more time y’all [02:34:53] Yes, yes [02:34:54] Hey