Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4RysJspGE4 Starts at: 02:17:10 (jump to 02:17:10)
Alpha — Live Music Performance ‘Let It Go’
[02:17:10] I got it, let me say it. [02:17:11] Okay. [02:17:11] Coming to the stage. [02:17:13] Okay. [02:17:13] Up four, alpha. [02:17:15] Give it up for them, y’all. [02:17:16] Welcome. [02:17:26] Hello, everyone. [02:17:41] Glad. [02:17:42] Glad. [02:17:43] glad to be here it’s cool to be a part of this event this is about my second performance live [02:17:48] so it’s definitely an honor and tyler i appreciate it so thank you very much um this song is going to [02:17:54] be kind of about my somewhat of an origin of you know my struggles with mental health and of course [02:18:03] the year that 2020 was we kind of go i kind of go into that so let’s just get into it [02:18:08] oh all right one more time i told you [02:18:26] lost mama 15 what else was the world gonna take from me damn shut down couldn’t speak didn’t know [02:18:32] pain could be this crippling damn and it blep for me getting close to people just to lose him seems [02:18:38] like a [02:18:38] more bad dreams to store for me [02:18:40] Plus I couldn’t sleep, existence torturing [02:18:42] And that ain’t work to see [02:18:45] Wanted love but excluded everything [02:18:47] Found myself in the dark [02:18:48] Lonely, offered help but it didn’t [02:18:50] work for me [02:18:51] Everyone said it’s just [02:18:54] me as a little kid [02:18:56] And I was so mad because [02:18:58] I felt like the therapist [02:19:00] Hey [02:19:04] This song is called Let It Go [02:19:09] I’m trying to release a project [02:19:11] by the end of the summer [02:19:12] You can follow me on Alpha Destroys [02:19:14] Just want to get that in [02:19:16] Let’s get to it [02:19:19] Hey, hey [02:19:20] Hey, hey [02:19:22] I like to walk around [02:19:27] This is where my age comes in [02:19:30] One [02:19:40] And with the waves [02:19:44] Let it go [02:19:47] Oh, oh [02:19:49] And with the waves [02:19:53] Let it go [02:19:55] Oh, oh [02:19:57] Oh, oh [02:19:57] And with the waves [02:20:00] I’m on the waves, let it go [02:20:09] Yo, yo, look, look [02:20:14] Lost mom at 15, what else was the world gonna take from me? [02:20:19] Damn, shut down, couldn’t speak, didn’t know, pick and feed this crippling [02:20:23] Damn, and it bled from me, getting close to people just to lose them seemed [02:20:27] Like some more bad drinks and stuff for me, plus I couldn’t sleep, existence tortured me [02:20:32] And that ain’t working, see, wanted love but excluded everything [02:20:36] Found myself in the dark, lonely, offered help but it didn’t work for me [02:20:40] And everyone’s saddest just me as a little kid [02:20:45] And I was so bad because I felt like the years went on [02:20:50] One day I had a thaw, on that day I gained more than what I lost [02:20:53] I obtained my true sense of purpose, gotta find the knowledge with [02:20:57] Then the laws found out that I could be a man that could stand for the people when they can’t [02:21:02] Tired of all this, you deserve the underhand, I get you, my brother, I know [02:21:06] I get you, my sister, I know [02:21:08] What we gotta do is take back control of our mental and emotional flows [02:21:13] This is your story, you tell how it goes [02:21:15] You might not think you capable to do that [02:21:17] I’ll tell you something not everyone knows [02:21:19] Wanna be happy and can’t seem to do that [02:21:22] You believe it, then proceed to let that shit go [02:21:27] And then hop on that wave, then let it go [02:21:32] Go, go [02:21:33] Hop on that wave, then let it go [02:21:40] Then let it go [02:21:42] Hop on that wave, then let it go [02:21:54] Go, go [02:21:57] For what’s happened recently, I really try to let it go [02:22:01] But I just can’t, I don’t know [02:22:04] All this pain inflicted deep within my soul [02:22:06] Except my brother’s killed, I don’t know [02:22:08] I saw my sisters killed, I don’t know [02:22:10] With their hands up, they’re warm, turn to cold [02:22:12] Hope these cock and pecks get what they’re owed [02:22:14] Hope these motherfuckers reap what they sow [02:22:17] Life without fail, I don’t know [02:22:19] Eternity in hell, I don’t know [02:22:21] Supposed to stink like, with forgiveness right [02:22:23] Can’t sleep at night, the wrongs won’t right [02:22:25] Justice is to work and only fight [02:22:27] But the worst rotten house got free just tonight [02:22:30] Hard to think, Christian when the devil win it [02:22:32] God, please just help us make this right [02:22:34] God, help us make this right [02:22:39] Lord, please, Lord, please help us make this right [02:22:43] Shit, we ain’t right [02:22:47] Lord, please, Lord, please [02:22:51] With the things that you said to me [02:22:53] Know your legacy could never be dealt with me [02:22:56] God, it’s gone [02:22:56] God, it’s gone [02:22:57] God, it’s gone [02:22:57] God, it’s gone [02:22:57] God, it’s gone [02:23:27] God, it’s gone [02:23:57] Oh, it’s my turn, it’s my turn [02:23:59] Alright, we rolling, we rocking, we going [02:24:03] Welcome to the stage, Scotty A.P. [02:24:15] I’m not gonna lie, I’m a little nervous [02:24:16] This is my second performance [02:24:18] I’m gonna be performing a song called Grow [02:24:22] Hopefully I don’t get a little choked up [02:24:27] I’m ready whenever you are [02:24:28] A.P. you’re putting depression on me [02:24:49] Grow, hang what you seen in me [02:24:57] I really try my best, they ain’t believe in me [02:24:59] I’m 12 and deep on this thought, a lucid fantasy [02:25:01] Got jealousy and envy on my mind, controlling me [02:25:04] They really got a hold of me, they got a hold of me [02:25:07] So tell me what you really see, they wanna see the best in me [02:25:10] Now they don’t wanna see it, now they don’t wanna see it [02:25:13] Now they don’t wanna see it [02:25:13] Do you really see the big go, get a go, go figure [02:25:16] Go countin’ all this money, I’m gettin’ to eight figures [02:25:19] Can you see the big picture? [02:25:21] No you can’t, cause they plottin’ on my downfall [02:25:23] Wouldn’t see me fall hard, never had my back [02:25:25] Never had it for the long haul [02:25:27] Watchin’ niggas struggle out the mud when you ball hard [02:25:29] Never gave a fuck about a nigga, just a lost cause [02:25:32] Done with all the drama and the problems, be the first star [02:25:34] Done with all the bullshit, done with all the cool, they ain’t cool shit [02:25:37] Done with all the niggas on that bullshit [02:25:39] Done with all the fake balls and niggas I ain’t cool with [02:25:42] Done with all the talkin’, I’m just tryna make a move quick [02:25:44] Nigga gotta move quick, why you keep on talkin’ like you know me, you don’t know shit [02:25:48] Couldn’t keep a secret, you too wild with them blue slips [02:25:51] Now I got a dick split, now these niggas seein’ that I’m switchin’ on some cool shit [02:25:54] Done with all the gossip, done with all the nonsense [02:25:57] Why they keep on lyin’ on my name like I ain’t bout it? [02:25:59] Why they tryna keep me from the fame like I ain’t shinin’? [02:26:02] Baby, I’m a diamond, niggas out here boppin’ [02:26:04] Bro, hey, what you seein’ me? [02:26:08] I really try my best, they ain’t believe in me [02:26:10] I’m grovin’ deep on the start, I lose the fantasy [02:26:12] Got jealousy and envy on my mind, controlin’ me [02:26:15] They really gotta holdin’ me, they gotta holdin’ me [02:26:17] Now tell me what you really see, they wanna see the best in me [02:26:21] Now they don’t wanna see it, now they don’t wanna see it, now they don’t wanna see it, no [02:26:27] Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh-oh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh [02:26:29] I guess I still got some time, I think [02:26:31] Can I run it back, again? [02:26:33] Is that cool with you guys? [02:26:34] So I gotta like a little bit more energy [02:26:36] I’ve got the nerves inside a little bit, so I’m gonna try to speak up this time [02:26:44] I said, hey, no-o-o-o-oh, ooh [02:26:50] Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh [02:26:53] Hey, P applied the pressure on me [02:26:55] Peace out. [02:27:25] Outro Music [02:27:55] Outro Music [02:28:25] Outro Music